Isn't She A Handsome Woman?
The stars fall on my chest, they're still burning. I try to touch them, but they cut through my skin, I'm bleeding now.
I leave it all behind me, I'm scared, I'm so scared. I'll end it now, this prison that's holding me captivated. I'm closing my eyes, there's nothing there. I'm not there, I'm gone. Remember me, please remember me. Back and forth, back and forth, I'm rocking myself to sleep. Soon it'll all be over. Soon. All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie. Is it worth it? I don't have the strength to live or even try. I just need to sleep and never wake up. My heart is not broken, nor swollen, it's rotten and infected. Every bite you take, you spit out. SHUT UP, SHUT UP
Truth or dare? Truth or dare? Tell me. Tell me.
I'll play your game. I'll cover up the scars, the vomit and the lies. I look like a defected flower with wilted petals. They wither into ashes. The wind burns scars on my skin. The ruby red blood paints fissures on my skin.
I'm under the bell jar, under the vacuum, I cannot breathe. My small fingetips is loosing all it's tactility. My legs can no longer carry my weight, I'm disgusting, You say you see my light, huh? What light? WHAT FUCKING LIGHT?
I'll play your game. I'm not living nor dead. I'm the phantom in the shadows. I hear a foggy lullaby whisper about an unending pain. My body has frozen, too many corners, I'll use the shadows as blankets, blankets that kiss my naked skin, rips of my skin, leaving my dead flesh to the vultures. I'm burning to death, the flames are swallowing my insides.
I'm tangled up in the web of lies I have spun. The world only sees this pretty face, you only wanna see this pretty face.
Underneath are dirty blisters and deep scars, scars filled with pus.
I hate you, hate you. You are a fool, a fool not feel like this. A fool not to be depressed. Die my love, Die.
I leave it all behind me, I'm scared, I'm so scared. I'll end it now, this prison that's holding me captivated. I'm closing my eyes, there's nothing there. I'm not there, I'm gone. Remember me, please remember me. Back and forth, back and forth, I'm rocking myself to sleep. Soon it'll all be over. Soon. All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie. Is it worth it? I don't have the strength to live or even try. I just need to sleep and never wake up. My heart is not broken, nor swollen, it's rotten and infected. Every bite you take, you spit out. SHUT UP, SHUT UP
Truth or dare? Truth or dare? Tell me. Tell me.
I'll play your game. I'll cover up the scars, the vomit and the lies. I look like a defected flower with wilted petals. They wither into ashes. The wind burns scars on my skin. The ruby red blood paints fissures on my skin.
I'm under the bell jar, under the vacuum, I cannot breathe. My small fingetips is loosing all it's tactility. My legs can no longer carry my weight, I'm disgusting, You say you see my light, huh? What light? WHAT FUCKING LIGHT?
I'll play your game. I'm not living nor dead. I'm the phantom in the shadows. I hear a foggy lullaby whisper about an unending pain. My body has frozen, too many corners, I'll use the shadows as blankets, blankets that kiss my naked skin, rips of my skin, leaving my dead flesh to the vultures. I'm burning to death, the flames are swallowing my insides.
I'm tangled up in the web of lies I have spun. The world only sees this pretty face, you only wanna see this pretty face.
Underneath are dirty blisters and deep scars, scars filled with pus.
I hate you, hate you. You are a fool, a fool not feel like this. A fool not to be depressed. Die my love, Die.
